Turning Point of Your Life
In every life, there is always the time when we all reach the turning point of our life.
This event is so complicated that only you yourself could handle the steering wheel.
In mine is around this year of 2006.
I try to decide whether I really want to be a full time mother or staying in my recent job.
This ambiguity bring me to the lack of creativity and motivation on either of the two choice.
My carrier is stuck to what I am now, but instead of pursuing the more promising carrier, I am gratefull that my responsibility in this job is limited.
My nurturing and mothering activity also stuck to where I am right now. Since my daughter already has a mind of her own, I am becoming a boring mother and go with the flow on giving my daughter growing stimulation.
From the way I see it, I had to make decision fast !
I need to know where I am going to be in the next 10 years which is the third decade of my life.
I know that if I want to stay in my carrier, I should pursuing more promising position or get more challenging responsibility in order to advanced.
On the other hand, if I want to become full time mother, I’ll better quit my job while I can and start serious nurturing and mothering from now on.
Still I can’t decide which one is better suited my life.
I know I can’t rely on anybody else to make this decision so I have to do some serious thinking and hopefully I will know the answer by the end of this year, which only give me 5 days left.
Wish me luck !
-Audiyanti K-
